On April 29, 2022, I had a panic attack, and the police were called. I was robbed and taken to Los Robles Hospital in Thousand Oaks, Ca. But what happened at the hospital and after forever changed my opinion of the United States government. I knew racism and prejudice existed; I knew that the government had done experiments in jails and prisons and had used low-income and minority races as its test subjects. I am also aware of the horrible treatment in mental health institutions in the past, but I didn’t know these experiments would be ongoing today. I was too naive. I want to compare these experiments that happened to me to the Holocaust experiments. I mentioned the cryptic pregnancy and how doctors lied to me in 2021 about a hidden birth, and I barely discovered that in February of 2026. After the government had the nerve to hide a pregnancy, the following year, in 2022, I was sexually assaulted by police and paramedics. I don’t know if it was another experiment because I ended up getting pregnant and actually knowing I was pregnant. I don’t remember much because the doctors and paramedics kept drugging me. I am not going into the details, but I almost lost my life in the back of the paramedic vehicle because they kept drugging me and putting me to sleep with a mask so they could sexually assault me. I reported this to the police, and I tried finding a civil rights lawyer, but there was no justice for what happened to me.
I don’t understand why the police had to go as far as to plan a heinous crime. I remember Officer Kahn and Officer Vidal planned it out at Los Robles Hospital for the following day. When I was being transported to Vista Del Mar Hospital, a behavioral health hospital in Ventura, Ca, is when most of the assaults happened. They started at Los Robles Hospital in Thousand Oaks, with the nurse and doctor prepping me. They kept drugging me and took me out to the woods and sexually assaulted me by a tree. The sexual assaults kept happening all day throughout Ventura County, after Thousand Oaks, they stopped in Ventura near Sexton Canyon and Barlow Canyon Rd. They then pretended to drop me off at Vista Del Mar, only to turn me around in the gurney and put me back in another paramedic vehicle so they could take me to a ranch in Ojai, where police officers continued to rape me. I showed up at Aurora Vista Del Mar Hospital close to midnight, and my socks and underwear were soiled. I went to bed telling myself all night that I hadn’t been raped, but I could feel it. I bled for two weeks. I was released from the hospital after 6 days, and I had lost memory of everything except April 29, 2022, and how the police had fooled me into going into my room and grabbing important items. They robbed me of my Marine Corps gold necklace that night. I know this might not make much sense, because I don’t know how I could have lost memory, and then all of a sudden I have a flashback and start remembering the horror parts of the sexual assaults. I was diagnosed with PTSD in early 2025. I had been diagnosed with bipolar disorder since 2008, but now, adding PTSD and everything in the name of the DSM-5, has made it difficult for me to even accept my own stories. I think it’s just part of the government’s way to hide the truth, label someone with a mental illness such as Schizophrenia, and all of a sudden their reality is just a fantasy that doesn’t exist.
Why should I have to question my reality based on a label?
Part of me doesn’t want to believe these things happened. Could have my bipolar illness turned from mania to Schizophrenia. Still, I would have a hard time believing everything that has happened to me in the past 5 years was just a hallucination. I don’t think I can hallucinate when there was physical proof of what happened to me. The only time I hallucinated was when I dropped acid when I was 20 years old. That leaves me with delusional thinking, but the only delusions I’ve had were related to religion and spirituality.
Next, I will have to talk about the military surgery that I experienced in 2012 and connect this to the government’s baby experiments.
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